How does it feel to be misunderstood? Not good, I'm sure. It's the same for me, unless I'm being oversensitive.

Basically, I do not do things for my own benefit. I do not care what people think of me, because I know that what I am doing is for God. 我是为神而做. Do not presume to know me or assume what I am, based on whichever factors, because you are not with me 24 hours a day. What people think of me is not my concern, because I do not report to them. I report to God.

Do not seek to judge me because of what I was. I have been a christian for close to 10 years, am I someone who will not give thanks because I have found a good job? I may not look like I care very much, but is that what I am, or is it what people think? It's not my fault I have a poker face. Saul became Paul after a dramatic change in his life.

I do not presume to change one's opinion based on what I've said. For in the end, God will be the judge.